Living in north
you flat so to speak. While I do travel some for my job most of what I see is
city, and flatlands where the predominate colors are gray and brown. Yesterday I
traveled through a part of
that made me wonder at Jehovah’s majesty.
It is just what I needed.
You see I have been feeling
down lately. I had my confidence shaken while working on getting the ministry
started. I was so sure about where
things were going that a ground shaking revelation completely took me off of my
feet. I wish I could say more about what happened, but it involves personal
details about someone else’s life so I can’t divulge what happened. It just
left me questioning my own judgment and ability to know if something is from
G_d or if it is my own wishful thinking. Top that off with it being the anniversary
what was the worst day of my life and you can probably see why I have been
down.
Yet the trip up here
reminded me of Who is in control and despite my despondency of late will make
all of His plans come to fruition. I
just have to quit fighting it like I am so wont to do when I am feeling down. I
mean if He can create such wonders like the
then my little problems are nothing for Him. I just needed an new perspective
to see it.
